Thursday, April 30, 2009

...but not forgotten

For a couple of days now I've been thinking about writing something about all those people that i deeply care about and with whom i am no longer in touch, or I'm barely in touch with. As I've said before, I am terrible at letting go. I think the main issue is that I do not want to let go of you if you meant something in my life. The other reason is my memory: I'll remember bizarre pieces of information, most times useless, for quite some time -hard to forget you when I think about you often.

Friends, lovers, relatives... if I once cared, odds are I'll care forever.

I often think of friends I lost track of; coworkers that were a giant chunk of my everyday; cousins that were almost my siblings; lovers that shared my most darkest secrets... Some of them I've recently found again, but I feel I'm still separated from them by a huge God-knows-what that keeps me on the other side of a glass window, craving for them to reopen the door into their lives.

It pains me to feel the lack of interest, the apathy from these people that mean so much to me. I know people's life changes and they move on. I know there are new friends and coworkers and lovers in their life and mine, but I guess in my mind and in my heart no one gets replaced. So I expect the same treatment. Again, if you earned my love, you'll most likely have it always.

On the other hand, there are few joys like reconnecting with someone and feeling they are as excited as you are to be in touch again. It truly makes me feel like, somehow, somewhere I have left a tiny footprint in my path through life. It has been worth it.

...and so, I sometimes wonder if I should give up and let go...

If they don't care, does it mean I shouldn't bother trying anymore? How much trying is enough trying? Is this one of the lessons I'm supposed to learn in life? Any thoughts?

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Day Dreaming

I found a cool hiking meet up. They plan a ton of outings. I do not own hiking boots.
This many events make it worth spending the money on the boots, now. So, I went into the REI site today looking for them...

Found more reasons to day dream!

Conclusion: I need a better paying job with more days off! :)

Enjoy!



Argentina and Chile: Wine Roads of the Andes Cycle

Argentina and Chile: Wine Roads of the Andes Cycle

  • Days: 10
  • Price: $4,399
  • Activity Level: Activity Level 2
  • Activity: Cycling, Walking

Explore the finest restaurants, wineries and accommodations in the celebrated wine country of Argentina and Chile on this relaxing cycling adventure that caters to the gourmet palate.


Glover's Reef & River of Caves Multisport

Glover's Reef & River of Caves Multisport

  • Days: 9
  • Price: $1,798
  • Activity Level: Activity Level 2
  • Activity: Sea Kayaking, Snorkeling, Hiking, Mayan Cave Exploring

Thirty-six miles offshore of the Belize mainland lie a group of tropical islands cradled within a turquoise lagoon and surrounded by a living coral reef. Glover's Reef Atoll is considered to be one of the richest tropical marine environments in the entire Caribbean. We'll combine this with an opportunity to experience the diversity of the rainforest and the rich Mayan culture of Belize.


Italy: Cinque Terre Hike

Italy: Cinque Terre Hike

  • Days: 7
  • Price: $2,799
  • Activity Level: Activity Level 3
  • Activity: Hiking

From tiny, color fishing villages perched on cliffs overlooking the Mediterranean to sun-washed jetset resorts, our hiking adventure spans some of the most glorious coastal terrain in all of Italy. View Slideshow

Tuscan Hilltowns Hike

Tuscan Hilltowns Hike

  • Days: 8
  • Price: $2,899
  • Activity Level: Activity Level 3
  • Activity: Hiking

From Florence to Siena, we'll see the finest expressions of Renaissance culture, and hike in beautiful areas of countryside beloved by local Tuscans. View Slideshow


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